oh and you're so divine (so tact...so tact..tact..tact
you're like staring into the sun
you're like socks with sandals
you're like a dark alley in broad daylight
and every time you roll your eyes
every time you sigh that heart attack sigh
look at the world we've created
sidewalks big enough to count even steps
our hearts beat with every second guess
watch your feet as they take you as far as you need to be
(watch mine as they follow you)
car show!
my thoughts are built on solid ground.
(i won't open my aching hands)
so it gets easier
cut your losses, walk on back, (we've been expecting you)
no more wishing, no more regrets.
no more loving, no more living.
i've sworn on everything but you
i feel like a waiting room.
i feel like a hurricane.
at least remember the truth
you are the worst best idea i've ever had
you drove me to the woods, told me to get out, and to leave you alone, but like a good dog, i found my way home, oh, i found my way back to you.
i'm alri
...that's the problem with solutions (i don't know what to do with them)
[this would be so much easier on a bed of nails]
[through thick and thin, and thin and th(I)ck]
[through all the nights my stomach (was) sick]
[when minutes turned to seconds, you are my holy grail]
[i've climbed the lowest mountain, swam a shallow sea]
[and through the smoke i clearly see, what is left of you and me.]
:).
insisting vs.persisting by iheartfrank, literature
Literature
insisting vs.persisting
hope!
morals!
pressure!
defeat!
the lights are out, and the dark gets darker and my hands find there way on to my face. (welcome home)
it's so hard to believe that it's real.
it's so easy to forget we're alive
we don't allow ourselves to really feel.
don't forget where you came from.
i've spent years playing philosopher, and i've only confused myself
my thoughts are a well organized mess
(you'd think i'd be getting better at this.)
X's vs. O's
path vs. destruction
love vs. hate
alcohol vs. sincerity
dreams vs. reality
you vs. me
you and me vs. the world.
die hard, shakespeare!
everything that i held dear to me for so long, finally came in like the tide (i can't
swim)
so much at stake, but so little to lose.
such a kind embrace, (i can barely see your face)
i've seen so many colors (well, 50 different shades of blue)
i've felt your grace (in the end, it all comes back to you)
hélas, je vous récite, lors de mon premier café de la journée.
how is it that you can see (write) through me
but your eyes hide a brick wall.
et oui, c'est la dernière fois que j'écoute mon coeur. (car c'est toi qui m'intrigue)
i've got this thing with time, because i forget that it exists.
i've got this thing with rain, .because i love to hear its stories
i've got the worst timed inspirations but a well equipped soul.
c'est pas ma faute que tu n'es plus capable de sentir l'amour.
i've felt the sting of exasperation
i've seen the signs of a well hid lie
i've lived enough to live a thousan
so much caught
so much stuck (around faith)
so much time.
time.
time.
how do i know you exist? (how do you i know you can feel.)
how can i see it in your eyes? (how do i know this is real.)
so much (little) at stake.
at what point does heart meet justice?
so little time, so many questions
(someone, stop this man)
stale.
stale.
stale.
conversations with east and west can stop the surrounding sound of our dreams and appraise the circumstance in which we curiously take on the role(s) of escapists.
this may sound like (.nothing.) to you
but it will save your life.
let the t
fallow (characterized by inactivity) me down.
look at the colours, let me show you around.
remember when it was this easy?
remember i could ask for serenity and it would be granted? (gift wrapped in your lips)
i'm pleased to be your downfall.
make yourself at home.
you're so pretty when i don't think about you.
(too bad all my thoughts are memories of you)
haha.
are you confused? do you like reading lies?
i've got this rock, and i've sharpened it to your
i swear there's a desert behind my eyes
exchange that devilish stare with something with some substance
there can't be anything left that's tangible (even our pet [love] has passed)
maybe your stomach will hurt again
maybe i'll grow wings and walk away (you never know)
there's only so many trips i can make without forgetting where i came from.
you just can't see it, but it's there, i can feel it.
so much time so much effort
don't worry, this is not about regret as much as it's about picking up the pi
think about it.
by the end of 4 years, we'll have gone back in time.
(laser guided relief)
hospitals, not bombs.
compassion, not personal vendettas.
there's a better way of living (and it's not in fear)
the relentlessness makes me sick.
a voice silenced by a hail of gunfire. (what he said was wrong, he's a fucking liar)
this is the promotional tool of the weak (the voiceless)
for the one's that can't speak (or are afraid)
the (quality) of (living) is (dropping)...even in the great north.
i can sme
Current Residence: niagara. Favourite genre of music: punk rock fuck you Favourite photographer: diane arbus, ansel adams MP3 player of choice: itunes Shell of choice: AK-47 Favourite cartoon character: ren. Personal Quote: everyday's your birthday when you're an alcoholic.
Favourite Visual Artist
john john jesse.
Favourite Movies
fast times at ridgemont high
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
minus the bear.
Favourite Writers
sartre. mes amis français.
Tools of the Trade
eyes, camera, hands.
Other Interests
music, photography, peanut butter and jelly sandwhiches, substances.
This past weekend there was this ribfest festival, where residents of niagara (and beyond the border, as far as florida) celebrated the untimely death of what could have been 400 pigs, by eating their barbecued remains until they couldn't stuff any more down their gluttonous throats. For a nominal fee, you could have (and maybe did) participate in charging the corporate machine that demands the brutal slaughter of these animals through factory farming, where death rolls off the assembly line like a cheap chevy.
congratulations niagara falls.
can you please show everyone and their mother my deviantart page?
i want everyone to read my stuff
i really do, i'd love you and i'll bake you cookies, i promise.
i just want more people to watch me and read my pieces of literary vomit.
i'm doing what i can, but it's always awesome to have support!! i'll equally send the love out about your stuff too!! please!!
i love you all!! thank you for taking the time to read this!
but i'm back in this beloved deviantart community, with guns blazing.
i took a what i'm going to call a leave of absence, on the count of getting my shit together and in order, and i think i've found a love for poetry and writing, so expect to see alot of substance-abused ideas about what i think and feel about life and other various subjects.
cool? cool.
foolish boy! we were looking forward to seeing you
what happened??
it was my birthday and i cried because i wanted to because you werent there (not really) but it could have happened.